Enriched

[jhooker]

After 5 or so years in the life, I feel a plethora of different things, and I have summed it up to the ENRICHMENT I feel now VS. before. For one thing I feel more at peace with different points of view, less judgmental, and a genuine sense of peace. Sexually, more appreciative for the beauty of it, and more comfortable with our sexuality in general, like seeing sex as the perfectly good and healthy thing that it is instead of the dirty secret you keep from your parents. And of course the enrichment of of all you fine ladies. As a shy kid growing up I had no problem attracting girls, my problem was interacting with them once we were "going out". It's great to find out that you girls are actually humans like us guys, and like to fuck as much as we do lol. If I had only known this earlyer right? So many good times, good laughs, so many hot steamy adventures, and just getting to know some of you girls, your problems, your pain, your joys, I think back and i'ts been good. I wouldn't change anything, do anything different, very pleased with the being a hobbyist. Thank you girls, for enriching our lives in so many ways. 

[Paul Pudenda]

Blah, blah, blah!  God bless you!

Edited June 16, 2016 by Paul Pudenda

[Happymon]

11 minutes ago, jhooker said:

After 5 or so years in the life, I feel a plethora of different things, and I have summed it up to the ENRICHMENT I feel now VS. before. For one thing I feel more at peace with different points of view, less judgmental, and a genuine sense of peace. Sexually, more appreciative for the beauty of it, and more comfortable with our sexuality in general, like seeing sex as the perfectly good and healthy thing that it is instead of the dirty secret you keep from your parents. And of course the enrichment of of all you fine ladies. As a shy kid growing up I had no problem attracting girls, my problem was interacting with them once we were "going out". It's great to find out that you girls are actually humans like us guys, and like to fuck as much as we do lol. If I had only known this earlyer right? So many good times, good laughs, so many hot steamy adventures, and just getting to know some of you girls, your problems, your pain, your joys, I think back and i'ts been good. I wouldn't change anything, do anything different, very pleased with the being a hobbyist. Thank you girls, for enriching our lives in so many ways. 

Thanks for sharing.  It sounds like its been a major life changing event for you.  Enlightenment via gratuitous sex. If you grew up with a mindset of "sex is a dirty secret , " this lifestyle would be pretty different. 

[pitbull]

Interesting perspective...My experience in the hobby, though far from extensive, and mostly in the FBSM realm, has been the opposite. Paying for affection, albeit done with kindness/skill/genuine caring, has led me away from the "sense of peace" you describe. I will say that I have become more secure in my own body, more accepting of my average schvonstooka.

Other than that, the hobby has only served to accentuate the shallowness of the sexual transaction and made me long for the "old days" when my wife would make love with me in the most tender, loving, and explosive manner possible. When she was coming, she would yell, "Oh oh oooohhhhhh...I love you so much." I could hobby until I was a hundred years old, and I'll never hear that from a provider. Never. It's all so fucked up, and that's why I'm here in the first place. If it weren't fucked up, I would never have heard of TOB. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad the ladies exist, and they are angels of mercy, but...I wish I did not have to do this. Unlike jhooker, I am not pleased with being a hobbyist. It is a necessity for many reasons, but that's about it. 

[jhooker]

Pitbull, that was a heavy load man, thanks for candidly sharing. But man why do something that doesn't make you feel good about yourself? 

[Bit Banger]

4 hours ago, jhooker said:

... But man why do something that doesn't make you feel good about yourself? 

jhooker, your OP hit on the Nirvana of the hobby. There are a few actors who can make a man feel on top of the world w/o letting the curtain slip. There is also an even  smaller number of gems who can become sincere friends, folks you stay in touch with long after they've hung up their slippers. But the vast majority fuel the feeling of sexual frustration with average experiences & emotions. IMHE, the gems are even rarer in the FBSM world. Also, a man's own moral compass if not precisely calibrated (slightly off according to normal society) can cause him grief. Feel blessed if you are happy w/in your own skin.

As for why we continue when we don't feel good about it? I call it 'testosterone poisoning'.  My main symptom was that I'd get short tempered with life. We can release the tension ourselves, for a while. But eventually we need other hands, a human touch, to tame the beast.

[pitbull]

5 hours ago, Bit Banger said:

jhooker, your OP hit on the Nirvana of the hobby. There are a few actors who can make a man feel on top of the world w/o letting the curtain slip. There is also an even  smaller number of gems who can become sincere friends, folks you stay in touch with long after they've hung up their slippers. But the vast majority fuel the feeling of sexual frustration with average experiences & emotions. IMHE, the gems are even rarer in the FBSM world. Also, a man's own moral compass if not precisely calibrated (slightly off according to normal society) can cause him grief. Feel blessed if you are happy w/in your own skin.

As for why we continue when we don't feel good about it? I call it 'testosterone poisoning'.  My main symptom was that I'd get short tempered with life. We can release the tension ourselves, for a while. But eventually we need other hands, a human touch, to tame the beast.

Wow. Yes, totally accurate. I have said in the past that paying for an "experience" is better than nothing at all.  A woman's touch is just something that I crave. Call it testosterone poisoning. I have often wondered if I could take a drug to completely eliminate the sex drive -- would I do it? I might, but the drive is not just in the loins, it's in the brain. How do you turn off the brain?  

As far as FBSM goes, I actually have a nice connection with my massuese in that department. She seems to have not much affection in her marriage and she loves to hug and hug. I like the hugging, even though she's quite a bit older than me. She has a PhD in stroking me just the right way, but again, she would not do it but for the MONEY.  Don't get me wrong here. I'm not a "self hater" and I'm grateful for the hobby, both for the raw "sucking and fucking"  - the kissing, and the GFE. I'm not saying that money prohibits a genuine connection or true friendship.  I guess the thing is that my wife is my best friend. She is attractive, claims to love me, and I'd rather not pay money and sneak around.  But the alternative is getting "short tempered with life" in an unhealthy way. 

It's all an odd thing. At first I feel great after an appt, then I get back home to my wife and think, "Geez, the woman I want is right HERE," and the frustration starts to build all over again. I don't quite know how to stop it, other than to have yet another heartfelt talk with the wife and perhaps get some marriage counseling. And yes, I have told my wife: you can be with other men (or women!) if you want (if I get to watch), but she has no interest in that. None. She loves everything about life, our marriage, etc, but simply has no time or desire for sex. And now I'll stop rambling. 

jhooker: Did not mean to bring you down. I'm glad you find the satisfaction that you need and want.  As they say in 2016, for me anyways, "it is what it is." 

Edited June 16, 2016 by pitbull

[Gentlejeff1]

This is some seriously deep stuff. I'm completely with Jhooker on this one but I understand how all of you guys feel because I've dealt with all of this stuff for eight years. This year my wife and I have been happily married for 40 years and I would hate to lose her. She is my best friend and my lover for 32 years. However, 8 years ago she lost pretty much all of her libido. And I have tried romantic getaways and candlelight suppers and oil massages in front of the fire but all to no avail (I still keep trying). She just doesn't get turned on. It's frustrating to her but I hug her and let her know I love her regardless and that she's always sexy to me.

Me, on the other hand, well, it's like all of her libido ran out of her and into me and I'm hornier  than I was at 18. So I turned to escorting and have found it very enjoyable and fulfilling. Yes I'm paying for it (one could argue that we always pay for it) which actually makes it easier for me to deal with because when all is said and done I am renting a ladies time and love and a fantasy. I am trying to fill the void left by this cruel trick of nature on our marriage but realize that ain't happening but at least I can dream. If I started an affair (I.e. No $) with some woman and was drawn away from my wife toward her I would feel far more guilty. 

It is a scientific fact that there are certain endorphins that are not released when a guy masturbates he must have intercourse to climax to make that happen so masturbating, while a temporary fix, will not satisfy ultimately. When I have been with a fine lady in a long fantasy I come home and am more tender and attentive to my wife for days after because that missing part is taken care of. I realize this is just my experience and YMMV. 

of course there's also the religious aspect of this which I am not prepared to go into right now but I will say I was a lay preacher for many years. I have stepped away from that for now because I would be held a hypocrite by the established church. But I still know that my God loves me like a kid and I have often said to him, Why did you make women so damn beautiful and men's bodies so easily ready for action? I'll report back when he gives me a satisfactory answer to that one. Lol. (No that sound you just heard wasn't a lightning bolt). 

Chekc out this article, it might help: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/elizabeth-abbott/why-mistresses-have-every_b_945733.html

 

[pitbull]

2 hours ago, Gentlejeff1 said:

This is some seriously deep stuff. I'm completely with Jhooker on this one but I understand how all of you guys feel because I've dealt with all of this stuff for eight years. This year my wife and I have been happily married for 40 years and I would hate to lose her. She is my best friend and my lover for 32 years. However, 8 years ago she lost pretty much all of her libido. And I have tried romantic getaways and candlelight suppers and oil massages in front of the fire but all to no avail (I still keep trying). She just doesn't get turned on. It's frustrating to her but I hug her and let her know I love her regardless and that she's always sexy to me.

Me, on the other hand, well, it's like all of her libido ran out of her and into me and I'm hornier  than I was at 18. So I turned to escorting and have found it very enjoyable and fulfilling. Yes I'm paying for it (one could argue that we always pay for it) which actually makes it easier for me to deal with because when all is said and done I am renting a ladies time and love and a fantasy. I am trying to fill the void left by this cruel trick of nature on our marriage but realize that ain't happening but at least I can dream. If I started an affair (I.e. No $) with some woman and was drawn away from my wife toward her I would feel far more guilty. 

It is a scientific fact that there are certain endorphins that are not released when a guy masturbates he must have intercourse to climax to make that happen so masturbating, while a temporary fix, will not satisfy ultimately. When I have been with a fine lady in a long fantasy I come home and am more tender and attentive to my wife for days after because that missing part is taken care of. I realize this is just my experience and YMMV. 

of course there's also the religious aspect of this which I am not prepared to go into right now but I will say I was a lay preacher for many years. I have stepped away from that for now because I would be held a hypocrite by the established church. But I still know that my God loves me like a kid and I have often said to him, Why did you make women so damn beautiful and men's bodies so easily ready for action? I'll report back when he gives me a satisfactory answer to that one. Lol. (No that sound you just heard wasn't a lightning bolt). 

Chekc out this article, it might help: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/elizabeth-abbott/why-mistresses-have-every_b_945733.html

 

Well said, and thank you for sharing. I agree with much of it, and I too sometimes feel that satisfaction. I know that I am better around my family when the sexual tension is released. Masturbation only goes so far, so that woman's touch, in a sexual way, is important. I don't believe in any deities, so religion does not factor in. 

[sparkey600]

On 6/15/2016 at 11:30 PM, pitbull said:

Interesting perspective...My experience in the hobby, though far from extensive, and mostly in the FBSM realm, has been the opposite. Paying for affection, albeit done with kindness/skill/genuine caring, has led me away from the "sense of peace" you describe. I will say that I have become more secure in my own body, more accepting of my average schvonstooka.

Other than that, the hobby has only served to accentuate the shallowness of the sexual transaction and made me long for the "old days" when my wife would make love with me in the most tender, loving, and explosive manner possible. When she was coming, she would yell, "Oh oh oooohhhhhh...I love you so much." I could hobby until I was a hundred years old, and I'll never hear that from a provider. Never. It's all so fucked up, and that's why I'm here in the first place. If it weren't fucked up, I would never have heard of TOB. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad the ladies exist, and they are angels of mercy, but...I wish I did not have to do this. Unlike jhooker, I am not pleased with being a hobbyist. It is a necessity for many reasons, but that's about it. 

Pit, you know I have your back but I have to get up very early tomorrow, so I will answer to make you smile, and then answer seriously when I have a few minutes to do so intelligently...

NICE Young Frankenstein reference! Really, how many one here know what schvonstooka really means!

You da Man! Thanks for making me smile today!

[BadBoy]

I am basically in the same situation as Pitbull and GentleJeff (otherwise good marriage, no sex), but have a bit of a different take on it.  A few years ago I determined that my actuarial life expectancy was a bit shorter than the age of my youngest son and decided that it was about time to start living some of my life for me, rather than spending every waking moment for the benefit my family.  I will never forget the night that I was walking the dog, about six years ago, when the thought crossed my mind "you will never make love to a beautiful woman again" (my wife is beautiful, but she is not interested).  This was incredibly depressing to me, since that had always been the delight of my life since I was 16 years old.  In fact, it was so depressing that the next day I actually googled: "how to find women to have sex with" (I was a very naïve newby).  Thanks to the miracle of Google, I eventually ended up searching "Escorts," stumbled upon TOB and the rest is history (aided greatly by P411).

Now I get to have sex with beautiful young women 4 or 5 times a month and my biggest problem is how to keep from falling in love with them, which is actually a bit of a problem for me, since I have met such delightful young ladies in this sport.

"Enriched," you bet!  However the young ladies have done so much more for me - I feel 20 years younger, spend an hour-and-a-half per day in the gym so that I can look good and perform like a teenager, and look forward to a long and enriched sporting life.

I love you ladies, you are God's gift to men in certain circumstances.

[pitbull]

11 hours ago, Badboy said:

I am basically in the same situation as Pitbull and GentleJeff (otherwise good marriage, no sex), but have a bit of a different take on it.  A few years ago I determined that my actuarial life expectancy was a bit shorter than the age of my youngest son and decided that it was about time to start living some of my life for me, rather than spending every waking moment for the benefit my family.  I will never forget the night that I was walking the dog, about six years ago, when the thought crossed my mind "you will never make love to a beautiful woman again" (my wife is beautiful, but she is not interested).  This was incredibly depressing to me, since that had always been the delight of my life since I was 16 years old.  In fact, it was so depressing that the next day I actually googled: "how to find women to have sex with" (I was a very naïve newby).  Thanks to the miracle of Google, I eventually ended up searching "Escorts," stumbled upon TOB and the rest is history (aided greatly by P411).

Now I get to have sex with beautiful young women 4 or 5 times a month and my biggest problem is how to keep from falling in love with them, which is actually a bit of a problem for me, since I have met such delightful young ladies in this sport.

"Enriched," you bet!  However the young ladies have done so much more for me - I feel 20 years younger, spend an hour-and-a-half per day in the gym so that I can look good and perform like a teenager, and look forward to a long and enriched sporting life.

I love you ladies, you are God's gift to men in certain circumstances.

Well said, BadBoy.  More power to you. I'm glad the hobby is fulfilling for you. My reaction is not right or wrong, it's just the way I feel. I think what you felt during that dog walk was the classic mid-life crisis feeling.  I know, because it has hit me. You don't want to live the next half of your life as a monk. My wife could live her life as a very hot nun, but I don't want to be celibate. 

By the way, I do alright, but I'd be broke with four or five ladies a month!   Sheesh.  

Psychologically speaking, even if I do FS very rarely -- perhaps once a year -- the idea that I can do the FBSM with a private lady, or just hit the AMP is a relief. Even if I don't go, it is often a relief just knowing that I CAN do FS or FBSM or do a bunch of kissing with a lady who then goes down and swallows every last drop (like a did last week) without FS -- yeah, that's all great.  And then I come home, see the wife, and my whole line of miserable thinking starts up again. 

And now we have father's day.  My wife asked me, "What do you want for Father's day?" I said, "You don't have to spend a dime, just put on some lingerie, hold me, make love with me...you are so lovely. I want you so badly."  Yeah, I really said that, and you know what, she won't do it. Could she even find the lingerie? I doubt it. It's so far to the back of the drawer that Indiana Jones could not locate it. You'd sooner find the ark of the covenant.  

I'll keep you posted as to whether Pitbull's wife actually came through on Father's Day.  The odds of it happening are about the same as Lebron James scoring 2 points total in game 7 of the NBA finals. It's possible, but highly unlikely. The TOB world awaits with bated breath. 

 

[BadBoy]

Dang, I always thought the expression was "with baited breath" and never could figure out why.  I learned today that it is actually "with bated breath" as in short for "abated breath."  I learn so much from you folks!  Thanks.

Pitbull, I am sorry that you are still in mourning over your sex life with your wife.  I too went through that phase, and it just made me cranky around her.  I am now through the mourning period, and have decided that my sporting life simply supplements (i.e. not replaces) my married life.  Between the two, my wonderful family life (sans sex) and my wonderful sporting life (lots of sex), I have a full and complete life, plus variety (come on - admit it - everyone wishes for variety, few obtain it).

Again, ladies, thank you so much, you bring beauty, excitement, damn good orgasms, and great cuddling into our lives.

I am definitely not going to get any action on Father's Day, but that's OK, I had one hell of a Friday afternoon - still feeling dreamy.

[sparkey600]

On 6/15/2016 at 11:30 PM, pitbull said:

Interesting perspective...My experience in the hobby, though far from extensive, and mostly in the FBSM realm, has been the opposite. Paying for affection, albeit done with kindness/skill/genuine caring, has led me away from the "sense of peace" you describe. I will say that I have become more secure in my own body, more accepting of my average schvonstooka.

Other than that, the hobby has only served to accentuate the shallowness of the sexual transaction and made me long for the "old days" when my wife would make love with me in the most tender, loving, and explosive manner possible. When she was coming, she would yell, "Oh oh oooohhhhhh...I love you so much." I could hobby until I was a hundred years old, and I'll never hear that from a provider. Never. It's all so fucked up, and that's why I'm here in the first place. If it weren't fucked up, I would never have heard of TOB. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad the ladies exist, and they are angels of mercy, but...I wish I did not have to do this. Unlike jhooker, I am not pleased with being a hobbyist. It is a necessity for many reasons, but that's about it. 

My take on this (please forgive the reference used too many times) I agree with you 100% No woman could ever replace or come close to the love a wife can give. Period. When things get to the point that the love of your life can't (physical reasons...many other reasons, I know beat to death on here but that doesn't change the facts...) due to health reasons or many other reasons be with you in the way she used to then a physical relationship, however short usually follows. So what I'm trying to say and I'm really not so good with words sometimes is this: Love the love of your life deeply no mater what. She deserves that. She needs that. And so do you. If you have to travel for a release, don't be too hard on yourself, you are just a human being after all. Focus on the positives in both relationships. And remember you have to be good to yourself as well. You deserve to be alive while you are on this planet, this isn't a practice run this is the one shot you have while you are here. Enjoy your whole life, not just in the sex department, Everything!

Take care.

[pitbull]

23 hours ago, sparkey600 said:

My take on this (please forgive the reference used too many times) I agree with you 100% No woman could ever replace or come close to the love a wife can give. Period. When things get to the point that the love of your life can't (physical reasons...many other reasons, I know beat to death on here but that doesn't change the facts...) due to health reasons or many other reasons be with you in the way she used to then a physical relationship, however short usually follows. So what I'm trying to say and I'm really not so good with words sometimes is this: Love the love of your life deeply no mater what. She deserves that. She needs that. And so do you. If you have to travel for a release, don't be too hard on yourself, you are just a human being after all. Focus on the positives in both relationships. And remember you have to be good to yourself as well. You deserve to be alive while you are on this planet, this isn't a practice run this is the one shot you have while you are here. Enjoy your whole life, not just in the sex department, Everything!

Take care.

Thank you, Sparkey.  I needed that. I appreciate it.  I just went to a big event with my wife, after that we had an amazing dinner, great conversation, I gave her a $100 gift card for a day spa just for the hell of it (because I love her). I enjoyed myself. She would not so much as lay a hand on me when I got home, but hey... it is what it is.  Separating out sex from my wife is still odd, sad, and regrettable, but that is what I must do at this point. We have not made love in our own bedroom, at night, since 2011. Perhaps someday it will change. 

[sparkey600]

47 minutes ago, pitbull said:

Thank you, Sparkey.  I needed that. I appreciate it.  I just went to a big event with my wife, after that we had an amazing dinner, great conversation, I gave her a $100 gift card for a day spa just for the hell of it (because I love her). I enjoyed myself. She would not so much as lay a hand on me when I got home, but hey... it is what it is.  Separating out sex from my wife is still odd, sad, and regrettable, but that is what I must do at this point. We have not made love in our own bedroom, at night, since 2011. Perhaps someday it will change. 

You're welcome Pit. It sounds like the two of you had a very nice time. I hope things can change for you in a positive nature. You are a good man. Your wife knows it, I'm sure your friends know it, and so does anyone who has read your posts on here. I think you are realizing it as well and that's a wonderful thing!

[Bit Banger]

I long ago separated the emotions of love from the mechanics of sex. Fidelity was NOT part of my marriage vows; love & cherish were. This relieved me of the moral obligation to sexual monogamy, and also relieved her of the moral obligation to provide sex. (We got married after living together for years. She was already experiencing sexual difficulties.) We were able to cherish each other (to the end) without the conflicts of sexual frustration.  This may help to ease the angst you feel; it did for me.

As I contemplate searching for a new life mate I remember that this is a 2-way street. As I age my desires & abilities diminish (😟 I hate to admit). I intend to apply the same standards to my partner. 

Edited June 23, 2016 by Bit Banger
Wordsmithing

[Cecilia]

Such an intimate reminder that "men" are people too. I love being a part of the humanity that brings us all together in the most basic of ways.

Leaning on one another and providing support through understanding. 

Pit, you're a wonderful man.

[Paul Pudenda]

Gag me with all of this garbage.  I'm here because I cannot stand all of the nonsense in a "real" relationship.  No one is doing anyone any favors.  It's all a transaction and an illusion.  And if the lady fulfills the illusion, she is an absolute star - at least for an hour or so.  God bless her.  Let's all remembeer the cornersone of this pursit: donations are made so we part ways with no strings attached.

[jhooker]

On 6/27/2016 at 0:26 AM, Cecilia said:

Such an intimate reminder that "men" are people too. I love being a part of the humanity that brings us all together in the most basic of ways.

Leaning on one another and providing support through understanding. 

Pit, you're a wonderful man.

Yes we are people too, and we are all unique. You got guys like this Paul dude who could fuck a donkey and get the same satisfaction, then you got guys like pit bull and others who can appreciate the deeper transaction taking place by two living souls. There are shallow heartless girls as well as men, but I think when two genuine good hearted loving souls come together, as happens from time to time, it transcends the money and makes it the true worthless paper that it is. When two beautiful souls come together, you can't put a price on that, and it makes for a truly magical experience. 

If all you get from this is a nut off, i feel sorry for you, you are wasting your time and money. 

[jhooker]

I must apologize to Paul for my rude insensitive comment, I didn't mean for it to sound as crude as it did, sorry, I was more thinking knot in a tree.

Didn't realize who he was, and 80+ reviews, wow what a playboy! I am humbled.

[Bit Banger]

4 hours ago, jhooker said:

Yes we are people too, and we are all unique. ...

If all you get from this is a nut off, i feel sorry for you, you are wasting your time and money. 

There are times when get "a nut off" is just what the Dr ordered, sometimes even 3G. It rebalances some of the testosterone poisoning and allows us to return to the RW, for a while. 

There are other times when a more indent have treatment is required.

[Paul Pudenda]

9 hours ago, jhooker said:

Yes we are people too, and we are all unique. You got guys like this Paul dude who could fuck a donkey and get the same satisfaction, then you got guys like pit bull and others who can appreciate the deeper transaction taking place by two living souls. There are shallow heartless girls as well as men, but I think when two genuine good hearted loving souls come together, as happens from time to time, it transcends the money and makes it the true worthless paper that it is. When two beautiful souls come together, you can't put a price on that, and it makes for a truly magical experience. 

If all you get from this is a nut off, i feel sorry for you, you are wasting your time and money. 

You are such a beautiful person..............deluded, but beautiful..........an oh so sensitive.

Edited July 2, 2016 by Paul Pudenda

[Happymon]

10 hours ago, jhooker said:

You got guys like this Paul dude who could fuck a donkey and get the same satisfaction, then you got guys like pit bull and others who can appreciate the deeper transaction taking place by two living souls.

Neither characterization is correct.  That being said, this playpen can be as fun (or NOT!!) as you wish to make it, but the operative word is exactly what you said: "transaction." Wrap it in all the rainbows, gossamer wings and butterflies you wish. Personally, I keep my quid very close to my pro (quo) around here.   

 

Edited July 2, 2016 by Happymon

[jhooker]

30 minutes ago, Paul Pudenda said:

You are such a beautiful person..............deluded, but beautiful..........an oh so sensitive.

hmm...in order to judge me as deluded, you must be the real thing, I'm assuming? But I can be colorful sometimes, 

[gr8owl]

3 hours ago, Happymon said:

Neither characterization is correct.   

 

It is VERY problematic to try to ascertain what anyone here is really like in person just from their on-board posts.  There are some who like to put forth the douche/troll persona who rumor has it are adorable pussycats in person.  There are also those who try to portray a kind, loving, rainbows and butterflies persona but in person are indeed perfect douche bags.  And then some of us  are just grumpy pains in the butt here and live. 

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