sunshinelovely

Hustlers Hollywood in the Springs

I love vision boards ! thank you for reminding me (: I really want to get a bulletin board I can hang on my wall & make a collage board. I think that would be super cool ! I love the topic of our subconscious. I find it fascinating. I try to fill my mind up with good thoughts & focus on what I want & not what I don't want ! I've been trying to reprogram my mind for several years now. moving from a negative, blindsided point of view to a more positive & aware state of mind. your words are encouraging & your kindness goes a long way ! appreciate it much love<3

I don't expect anything for helping others. We all could use a little help in this world ! I recently became a donor for UNICEF. I want to be a good caring citizen in this world & help others in need when I can ! If you expect something from someone for helping them then you are not coming from the heart but out of greed. Speaking in terms outside of sw because I do expect to get an allowance for that Outside of sw though, I appreciate those who are willing to give a helping hand for those in need.

I'm just happy I can focus completely on my health / self care sexually n spiritually ( now I'm celibate ) n know that I've had an intense wild past decade of my life finally closing a chapter knowing I gave it my best n not all things work ou I love " working ". I honestly feel like it's the only thing I'm good at ! It's been hard moving on from it. I'm still attached & I'll probably never get away from it. I'm pretty strict on my screening though so that has lowered my work drastically. If I am inactive on p411 for a month then they will shut down my profile ! I don't want that to happen. I've had that profile since 2013 & I just can't get myself to let it go. I'm on here for the occasional fun, it's not an everyday thing anymore. Parting ways is hard. I agree, it is sexyy ! This is such a sweet comment ! No question is stupid & I don't mind answering them ! I hope you are learning your way around here alright. -Xxxo-

you are a wonderful companion I really appreciate your kind words ! I think you are very beautiful ! I'm uploading all my photos from the beginning of me joining to TOB to now so I'm working up to the current ones ! I'm a bit chubby now but thank you ! -xxxo-

men who take safety precautions are HOT.

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I want to be informed as much as possible & have safe sex ONLY. I was young when I started working & really didn't know any better. Being informed & making smart decisions is very important ! Shouldn't be having sex with guys who are okay with risky sex. Not worth putting your health at risk ! Stay safe.

yeah I better be careful what I post on the boards since people can come on here and write an article about us ! you live and you learn. it would be hard to rely on sw completely. been there and done that. Desperate times indeed. I feel so much relief knowing I don't have to survive off sw anymore ! I use to want to do it full time but it just didn't work out that way.

things happened when I was desperate for money and didn't screen properly. I also made a mistake of not putting my donation up in a drawer. I was in doggy position and all of sudden he was gone out the door with the money! what a lose. not to mention the guys who pull off the condom during doggy. out of all my years of working I haven't had instances like that very often. I also HATE when guys would come see me when they were drug users. SUCH a turn off. I thought this guy was gonna to a line of coke in the bathroom so I was like okay whatever go ahead, turns out he took a hit of meth and I was SO MAD AND TURNED OFF. I didn't even want to finish the appointment but I did it just for the money. my BEST appointments were with this guy who was a regular, he bought me gifts and treated me like more than an object. he eventually broke it off with me because he was going to try to leave the hobby to be in a relationship. we had a good provider / client relationship though. this magician also came to see me several times and he would spend like 800 bucks on me for an hour appointment. [ I was never one of those girls who were 1000 an hour ] so I felt like a million bucks when he would spoil me like that!

things happened when I was desperate for money and didn't screen properly. I also made a mistake of not putting my donation up in a drawer. I was in doggy position and all of sudden he was gone out the door with the money! what a loser. not to mention the guys who pull off the condom during doggy. out of all my years of working I haven't had instances like that very often. I also HATE when guys would come see me when they were drug users. SUCH a turn off. I thought this guy was gonna do a line of coke in the bathroom so I was like okay whatever go ahead, turns out he took a hit of meth and I was SO MAD AND TURNED OFF. I didn't even want to finish the appointment but I did it just for the money. my BEST appointments were with this guy who was a regular, he bought me gifts and treated me like more than an object. he eventually broke it off with me because he was going to try to leave the hobby to be in a relationship. we had a good provider / client relationship though. this magician also came to see me several times and he would spend like 800 bucks on me for an hour appointment. [ I was never one of those girls who were 1000 an hour ] so I felt like a million bucks when he would spoil me like that!

wow! interesting... how did you come across this?

out of all the years I was working I wasn't very active on any forum until like a few years ago I think. having a presence on the forum can be difficult though cause of drama I never had problems with my ads but I did get banned from one forum for misconduct last year & it made me SO SAD because I LOVED participating in their forum! I thought they would at least let me off with a warning! they let me keep my ad up though probably cause they still wanted me for my money. I'll never make the same mistake again!

UPDATE! so I really did move on from being a provider... just sayin'. I thought I wasn't going to be able to do it! although I did break my celibacy again when I first moved out here... twice. I was trying the sugar daddy thing & then I was like nah... being a companion is so much better! IMO. I even gave this guy a chance to have some sort of intimate relationship with me & the day he was planning to come see me he didn't text or call me the whole day! so I blocked him ! seems like everytime I try to make plans with somebody they back out on me... but it's whatever. I enjoy my own company anyways. Hope everyone out there is doing good! I'm interested being on the TOB discord if anybody can vouch for me and & wants to meet me for FREE lmk... I know I'm not actively working but I LOVE a good group chat!

now THAT is CLEVER! I'm getting one of those next time I go shopping!