I failed

[sunshinelovely]

I failed at being a sex worker...

I never got myself anywhere with it. I started out with this girl introducing me to Eccie Worldwide ( a texas based escort site ) & that's where I got started. She showed me the ropes a lil bit but eventually she moved on n I stayed escorting on my own with zero guidance just me learning from experience. I got really bad on drugs and was in an on n off toxic relationship n sex working through out it all. All that money made could of taken me far if I knew what I was doing, was sober, n had the proper guidance with somebody who is financially educated. I didn't want a pimp taking my money though n I didn't want to work for one either. Been there done that. I gave it my everything especially when I moved to Cali to work full time. I made so much money because I was pregnant but I got involved with a working girl ( which I mentioned in a previous thread ) n that didn't work out. Now just looking back I wish I could of had a success story from working but truthfully I don't. I feel disappointed in myself when I see other working girls living so lavishly and so successful in this business. I wish that could of been me. But now it's just like I've tried so many times to make it work for me I have to move on from it. I should of already been somewhere by now n I'm just going to have to be okay with the fact that working in this industry didn't work out for me n I just need to learn to live my life differently. MAYBE an appointment every now n then but not full time like I was before. Once you get in this I find it hard to walk away. It's honestly a way of life. I admire those girls who made it work for them.

Edited October 12, 2022 by sunshinelovely

[Caressa Duval]

3 hours ago, sunshinelovely said:

( which I mentioned in a previous thread ) n that didn't work out. Now just looking back I wish I could of had a success story from working but truthfully I don't. I feel disappointed in myself when I see other working girls living so lavishly and so successful in this business. 

No, dear woman. No one lives here "lavishly". I think Audrey, may have mentioned, Stop Shooting Yourself in the Foot... The workers I know, this is their 2nd or 3rd job, with this only filling in for their primary career, that hardly covers the cost of living anymore. Some escorts have more than 1 households to pay for, because they are covering the cost of a family member that can no longer work.

You are not a failure at escorting. Just don't DO drugs, and meet pimps.

A lot of women live out of hotels, so great you got public housing in Colorado, per your previous posts!!!! So, many of us earned it!!!!!! but never got it

 

Edited October 12, 2022 by Caressa Duval

[sunshinelovely]

1 hour ago, Caressa Duval said:

No, dear woman. No one lives here "lavishly". I think Audrey, may have mentioned, Stop Shooting Yourself in the Foot... The workers I know, this is their 2nd or 3rd job, with this only filling in for their primary career, that hardly covers the cost of living anymore. Some escorts have more than 1 households to pay for, because they are covering the cost of a family member that can no longer work.

You are not a failure at escorting. Just don't DO drugs, and meet pimps.

A lot of women live out of hotels, so great you got public housing in Colorado, per your previous posts!!!! So, many of us earned it!!!!!! but never got it

 

I'm just basically an open book I'm not intentionally trying to come off as " shooting myself in the foot " so sorry if I come off that way..

I guess from the way I see girls in the industry online their lives look so beautiful an luxurious mine was never like that.

I've been sober for many years now so I'm proud of myself about that & have definitely kept my distance from pimps. Not interested. It just would of been nicer if I was financially educated myself while I was active in the scene.

Like the weeknd said, girl you EARNED IT ⁠♡

Edited October 13, 2022 by sunshinelovely

[mustang]

1 hour ago, sunshinelovely said:

I'm just basically an open book I'm not intentionally trying to come off as " shooting myself in the foot " so sorry if I come off that way..

I guess from the way I see girls in the industry online their lives look so beautiful an luxurious mine was never like that.

I've been sober for many years now so I'm proud of myself about that & have definitely kept my distance from pimps. Not interested. It just would of been nicer if I was financially educated myself while I was active in the scene.

Like the weeknd said, girl you EARNED IT ⁠♡

ANYONE can live a glamorous life behind a keyboard.  Staying sober is a big deal.  IF you want to be "financially educated" take a class or two at community college and PAY ATTENTION and do the reading and assignments.  I don't know anyone that was a natural with money.  Easy to claim success, harder to prove it and keep it.  In life, everyone does not get a trophy just for showing up.

 

[Savoir Faire]

4 hours ago, sunshinelovely said:

I'm just basically an open book I'm not intentionally trying to come off as " shooting myself in the foot " so sorry if I come off that way..

I guess from the way I see girls in the industry online their lives look so beautiful an luxurious mine was never like that.

I've been sober for many years now so I'm proud of myself about that & have definitely kept my distance from pimps. Not interested. It just would of been nicer if I was financially educated myself while I was active in the scene.

Like the weeknd said, girl you EARNED IT ⁠♡

Harlem BE YOU AND DO YOU because at the end of the day its only you and GOD that you should be seeking approval from. 

[Mr.Pink]

All that glitters isn't gold. Best of luck. 

[sunshinelovely]

15 hours ago, mustang said:

ANYONE can live a glamorous life behind a keyboard.  Staying sober is a big deal.  IF you want to be "financially educated" take a class or two at community college and PAY ATTENTION and do the reading and assignments.  I don't know anyone that was a natural with money.  Easy to claim success, harder to prove it and keep it.  In life, everyone does not get a trophy just for showing up.

 

👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻

12 hours ago, Savoir Faire said:

Harlem BE YOU AND DO YOU because at the end of the day its only you and GOD that you should be seeking approval from. 

I'll always stay true to myself

10 hours ago, Mr.Pink said:

All that glitters isn't gold. Best of luck. 

True that

whether I made something out of myself or not. I did the best I couild with it.

♡

[Todoesprivado]

Keep looking within yourself. You are on the right track. I’m pretty sure you’ll find what you are looking for.

And as mentioned before, stay away from drugs and toxic relationships. Best of luck!

[lustybustygina]

No need to live a lavish life as a provider better off saving what you can off each appt .I save 100$ out of every appt and live a Modest life and have been around a long time and have saved up a lot of money doing so and I only work like 2 weeks a month most of the time ..  

"It takes a lot of dedication to be a Successful Provider and a lot of work so you are and a lot of money so you can be "

 

Edited October 18, 2022 by lustybustygina

[sunshinelovely]

On 10/17/2022 at 6:45 PM, Todoesprivado said:

Keep looking within yourself. You are on the right track. I’m pretty sure you’ll find what you are looking for.

And as mentioned before, stay away from drugs and toxic relationships. Best of luck!

🤍

On 10/18/2022 at 5:25 PM, lustybustygina said:

No need to live a lavish life as a provider better off saving what you can off each appt .I save 100$ out of every appt and live a Modest life and have been around a long time and have saved up a lot of money doing so and I only work like 2 weeks a month most of the time ..  

"It takes a lot of dedication to be a Successful Provider and a lot of work so you are and a lot of money so you can be "

 

that's very smart. I live like a minimalist . nothing wrong with a modest life in fact I prefer it that way. It's just sometimes I wish I could of traveled the world ...