Shredded1

I don’t want to post on here or read the negative comments anymore.

The first time I left her I could only hold out maybe 2 to 3 days max before I contacted her. I just felt so bad and I felt like I had made a mistake leaving her. I know she was devastated when I had told her I was leaving her. I have left 2 other times, but I keep coming back because I know she loves me like crazy and I love her, too. Anyone can think what they want about my situation, but I am very good at reading people. I’m 60 years old and I have been with around 150 girls (all but 3 were paid companions) but I know the difference between a real relationship, after all I have been married for almost 35 years to the same woman. Anyway I have now been with my girlfriend for 10 months (when I say with, I mean we literally text between 5 and 50 times each day and I physically see her 1-2 times per week, because that’s all the time that I can break away to see her). She is exclusive with me, except for her business, and I trust her completely. She is from Venezuela and could get deported any day. I have all her family contacts (in 3 countries) in case she were to be suddenly arrested and disappeared.

I thought I would revisit the post I made over 7 months ago. It generated so much uninformed opinions that I quickly let everyone argue amongst themselves and I ducked out of the discussion. I had taken to the forum to find someone who had been in a similar situation, but all I got was a bunch of comments from those with no experience. Anyone out there who has had a long-term experience with a real relationship with an escort? Anyone want an update on my situation?

So I listened to those that thought I would be divorced or go down in flames. I broke up this morning over text. 2.5 hours of text. Feels like a huge hole in my heart and the grief is unbearable. There is a girl right now that needs someone kind and caring and she is on this site.

This is not a situation I want out of. I enjoy every minute with my girlfriend/lover. I don’t even remotely see it going the direction of “let’s be friends “.

This was nothing I was looking for, but I am rolling with it. I share all your concerns and sentiments. I am hoping someone on here actually had a similar experience.

Yes, it could definitely happen especially the divorce part if discovered. But I guess plenty of men on this site are married and they have figured out how to go undetected. I have lost track for sure but I think I started seeing providers 12-14 years ago. I have been married 30+ years. But as always it could unravel tomorrow due to the smallest slip up or bit of bad luck.

I’m not really a foot fetish guy, but read my latest review. For me it was a super sexy experience.

I must be having a crazy mid-life crisis (well past mid-life, actually). I have found myself to have very quickly moved in a relationship from being a client to being a boyfriend. She is an active provider and I see her constantly while also being married. Anyone else have an experience like this and how soon do you think it is all going to collapse in on me?

I’m going to completely avoid. She was posting in Atlanta at the same time as here, but she told me she was here in Denver. And she wanted a deposit to get a room. How did this girl get on TOB?

Missdevine 678-521-2896 Colorado Companion She wanted a deposit and with no reviews I passed. Anyone see her?