p53inhibitor

Hi! Around a year and a half ago when I first discovered this website and hobby, I had my first experience with this very busty woman who gave a great FBSM. She was a bit larger, and was eastern (or something similar). I know she was also pretty well known.. But I can't remember her name or find her! Can anyone gather who I'm talking about based on my ultra-vague description and help me find her?

People have taken a lot more interest in this than I expected! I appreciate everyone's input, you've all given me a lot to think about which, again, is above and beyond what I really expected. To those supporting future endeavors: I appreciate your enthusiasm and support! To the "naysayers": You have all made really good points and shed light on a lot of ideas that I may not have considered as easily or at all, so thank you for that! I won't argue against the inherently addictive nature of this "hobby" and have myself getting somewhat preoccupied with the thoughts of it. I think at some point someone basically alluded to the idea of chasing a fantasy that i likely won't get which I find to be kind of a funny but also not unreasonable idea. Because it was brought up a couple times I would like to point out that this is totally not my sole source of company, rather just an experimental supplement. I'm not sure it matters too much, but i suppose that does change the context of things a bit. Again, thank you all for your input! I did four years of undergrad in a different state and im in grad school here for 4+ years for a total of 8+ years. But yeah, I basically specified to distinguish it from a lower paying healthcare profession like nursing or some kind of technician and provide the context of debt and future income. And probably because I'm an elitist asshole.

Interestingly enough I came in with the idea of of visiting with someone in that age range. While my FBSM experience was with someone whom I perceived to be in her early 30's, I haven't visited someone in the range for FS, though I've certainly had a couple people in mind! Based on what you've said I feel I really ought to. I can probably learn a lot from someone more mature while having a new and exciting experience. One thing I've been hesitant about in this regard is that not only would I be ~half their age, I also look fairly young. I've worried that this may be somewhat off-putting for some providers and have a negative influence on the experience in that regard. That said, I always make a point to mention my age early on in contact since I figure it's unexpected. Thank you for the advice though! It's definitely something ill continue to consider and hopefully soon take action on. This. This is exactly what I've been looking for. Thank you, sir!

First off, I'd like to thank all of you for taking the time to read my wall of text and for your support and insight. Since it was brought up a few times, I'll address what I feel I've learned from the above experience. Probably foremost is that there is absolutely no substitute for good judgment. I'm hesitant to even mention that as a lesson because realistically everything in my life has taught me that. But it certainly came up here. There were a number of blatant red flags and in the back of my mind i certainly considered them, but i was stuck on an impulse and thinking with a certain appendage. The end result was -$200 with little to show for it (aside from an experience which i could argue was INvaluable), but I'm very well aware that people before me may have made similar mistakes and come out in much worse positions. Past that I've learned that BP may very well not be the best place for beginners. It seems easy enough (and i may be wrong here too) to avoid outright scams and LE with due diligence, but past that there are a variety of ASPs using BP and it seems like a very dynamic venue overall. It seems that without proper seasoning it'd be really easy to miss a lot of cues in both advertisement and initial contact that may foreshadow the encounter. TOB seems to be a great resource and friendly community. At least while starting out, I see very little reason to stray away from it. In fact, my first encounter was set up based on reviews on TOB and i had one the night after the above experience with someone whom was also well reviewed on TOB. Both great experiences. That said, I'm glad I was able to TOFTT and provide a review based on the encounter (still waiting on it to post), as insignificant as it may be in the grand scheme of things. I certainly appreciate the fatherly perspective and contribution. As far as debt goes, I totally agree and will be the first to admit that my spending habits are somewhat.... wonky. Overall I'm about in the median of debt for students in my program. I'm pretty careful not to extend myself beyond that and don't short myself on money for rent, food, bills, etc. Past that, money has somewhat become a joke to me because I've gotten so used to being in debt. So while I'm trying to stay within reason financially, I also like to treat myself to new experiences. It pretty much keeps me sane while trudging my way through 8+ years of a rigorous science education. That's my rationalization, anyway. In response to your second point, I certainly am surrounded by attractive girls my age and do work on my game with them. Civilian relationships are my mainstay source of both physical and emotional intimacy and I have no intention of changing that. I'm drawn to escort services primarily by the novelty of the whole thing. It's a very unique experience. The idea of having a punctuated encounter with a stranger is something that I'd found alluring for a while and there's a certain degree of excitement in it for me. I also really enjoy exploring this otherwise very hidden world. I've had a lot of fun talking to ASPs in the midst of encounters as well as reading posts from clients on here. It's a dynamic and complex universe with millions of intricacies and it's fun to explore and be a part of on that merit alone. Past that, my experiences thus far have taught me about myself in ways that civilian relationships haven't. One major thing I've learned, and this probably won't come as a surprise to anyone with years on me, is that I have no idea what I want or like. In the heat of a drawn out civilian encounter, responding to cues from the woman and acting on my own instincts and desires I certainly feel that I know what I want and act on it. But three times now I've been asked something along the lines of "So what do you like?" and I've basically frozen up and not had a great answer. In that same respect, I think the escort scenario provides a different environment that may, at least in some regards, be more conducive towards sexual exploration and experimentation than some civilian encounters might be. Though I honestly haven't taken advantage of it in that regard yet. Past that, while I love sex, I think I might be learning that I actually enjoy everything that leads up to it than the sex itself. While I've definitely enjoyed the sexual encounters, there has been some sort of weirdness in just jumping into an encounter for me and I think it's mostly due to lacking that whole "chase" aspect. Though I think this concept also circles back to the fact that I don't know what I want or like yet, so it's hard to be certain in my judgment on this matter. I did! I chose to leave the provider's name out of this post because I felt that providing my full perspective alongside her name would make the post come off as inflammatory or aggressive and it wouldn't really be fair to the provider or the readers. And it wasn't a scam by any means so the review wasn't very urgent. There is a review pending though. It's just stuck in that phase for a bit due to me being new. Again, thank you all for taking the time to read my obnoxiously lengthy posts, for being welcoming and for providing insight.

Thank you for your insight, The Wise Old Owl!

Newbie here too. Welcome!

I'm new to this. Very new. Two or three weeks ago I had my first escort experience. It was a FBSM with a very well reviewed local. The experience met or exceeded my expectations and satisfied my craving for novelty and excitement for a while. Last night, I was overcome with the urge to try FS. To provide background on myself, relevant to the actions to follow in this anecdote: I'm 22 (which I'm pretty sure is far into the younger age range for this), and a graduate student in a professional 8 year healthcare program. All my money is essentially in the form of massive (maybe an exaggeration) amounts of debt, and while i don't have a lot of it, i tend to use it somewhat frivolously. Outside of school and work I hate to plan things out far in advance and I'm fairly impulsive. Back to our regularly scheduled programming: Last night, I was overcome with the urge to try FS. I dug through reviews here, found some options that suited my tastes and budget. Had trouble reaching them. Impulsive, wanted what i wanted right away. Towards the end of the night i took a peak at backpages. Found a nice traveling girl that fit what i was looking for. Set up an appointment for later that evening, went to the appointment later that evening. Stood up. It was fair, I probably said something stupid to spook her. I called three times in a row when she didn't answer my initial call. I now see that as a mistake. She also lacked reviews and upon arriving home, I realized getting stood up may have very well been for the best. Jump to today, leave my first final of the semester. Still feeling that strong desire for excitement and novelty in an intimate situation. Back to TOB. I had vague communication with a few providers whom were well reviewed on TOB, but because of my own vagueness and failure to set something up immediately, i couldn't get anything set up with them and lost contact. Browsed TOB more, couldn't make anything work. Okay, give up for now. Well wait, how about Backpages again, just a peek. Peek turned into a couple hours of passive browsing. Suddenly someone appeared whom seemed like a viable option. Did my research. Not local (okay i know this normally may not be a good sign). Nothing on TOB. But, few good reviews on TER. 11 spanning from 6/2014 to 06/11 to be exact. Not great, but i'll bite. I want what i want. Excitement, novelty. Give her a call to check rates. Whoops, slightly out of my range. I apologize and tell her ill have to hold off. She stops me, asks how much I have. She can make that work. This was weird to me, but i decided to roll with it (I assumed it'd drop from an hour to 45 minutes or something and that was indeed the case). Again, against my better judgment. Set up the appointment for later in the evening. Later in the evening: Arrive at the location. Decent enough motel in DTC. Meet her at room, girl in photo (+some pounds but i expected no less, im a realist). Yes, good sign. Head to the bathroom, drop donation (which she was expecting but whatever), begin interaction. Starts okay, oral. Cool. Switch to something else. Explains that her girlfriend lost the lube so shes using saliva. Okay. A few minutes in, totally not working for either of us. No problem, I can be flexible. Starts a lotion assisted tug. Okay i guess. Couple minutes in; wait no this is really boring. Ask to go back to oral, that part was cool. Spend a few minutes in the transition (not really sure why). Start oral, back to this being cool. Few seconds in, "lets just see how much time we have left.... about 5 minutes." Fuck. That went fast, i'm not even aroused yet. Having an impending deadline certainly wasn't conducive for further arousal. Okay, this can still be fun. No it can't. At this point I laid there watching this woman disinterestedly, begrudgingly almost, give me oral as if she was doing it as the result of a lost bet or something. For whatever reason I'm just not getting off. I was looking for adventure, indulgence, but this... this was actually pretty depressing. "Alright, your time is up." "Uhh.. oh.. okay." I go to the bathroom, clean up what little there is to clean, get dressed. We talk a bit as I'm getting dressed. Conversation is friendly. I look at my phone. Wait a minute... she ended things after less than 30 minutes. I bring it up. I don't know what I hoped to accomplish. Maybe she would refund me the difference. Or suddenly give me the most amazing blowjob ever. Obviously not. Instead, things went from friendly to defensive really fast. Whoops. Awkwardly diffuse the situation and leave. And that's the relatively anticlimactic ending to this tale. I chose to share this experience not to be inflammatory from a place of spite, not even to whine (though i don't doubt that it may have come off in either of those respects). Rather, to share an anecdote of someone in the process of learning something new. Maybe educate someone in a similar position. Maybe make someone more (or less) seasoned giggle at my shortcomings. All in all, while the loss of money is a bummer and somewhat of an inconvenience, I realize that going in with such poor judgment and decision making could've gone substantially worse. So I'm probably lucky in the end. Well... not lucky. But not unlucky. And everything from the drive up until meeting the provider at her room made my heart race, so in a sense I got my excitement. Though, it was somewhat like getting to the peak of a climb in a roller coaster, having the ride stop, and being told to take the stairs down. Thanks for reading. Regards --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- tl;dr: resources are useful and should be used, straying from guidelines probably isn't for newbies, there is no substitute for good judgment

I used google but I guess I somehow missed that. I'm very much a noob. Thank you for the lesson!

http://denver.backpage.com/FemaleEscorts/upscale-providor-let-me-take-you-away/17056903 Anyone have info on her? Reverse searched her photos, searched her number. Only her own listings came up.