Probably the best way to understand this is if the tables were turned. Way back I saw a provider several times while working on a project in another state. All was good, I thought - great lady, great times. But somehow she thought there was more to our relationship. Things did not go well.
I figure any provider has experienced the same, it's a hazard of the intimacy we share with them. Now many, many years later, I'm seeing a provider regularly, and have to admit, I think about what "could be". But I absolutely avoid anything more than a passing thought.
You Sir, are setting yourself up for trouble, heartache, or both. Get your head squared away before you see her again. It WILL NOT work out!
