I can count only 5-6 I've seen, 3 of which I keep in steady rotation of 10-20 times each. Their personalities connect with me and I actually enjoy their presence, that's rare these days so when I find an individual who doesn't trigger my anxiety I try to see them routinely. Don't get me wrong, there's no intimacy or deeper feelings being suppressed. It's like finding a tavern that pours the perfect martini, you don't spoil your palette with over indulgence but rather you know that the perfect martini is out there and when you feel like treating yourself you know how to get it.