Posted February 19, 2018 I wanted to find what Don Juan Matus would call my sitio. In that place I can sit quietly like a drowsey sparrow. I can sit in my trance and work upon fixing the impossible jigsaw. This specific place is the corner of der Tisch der Wölfe. It was a confusing night. They had the Princess Bride playing and things were altogether sloppy, frightening, and disorienting. My table was missing, or rearranged. I never found it. I had to sit outside next to an anxious hound. Eventually I went back inside where things had cleared up a bit, where I found a chair next to a woman of ebony skin, flawless and of the nature that I needed to stare at her. Her braids were done tightly in such that she wore red on her left side. Eyes were large beautiful wells of inky darkness. She'd a smile that bloomed easily over the clouds like a beautiful Colorado sunrise. I became unexpectedly disoriented. I honestly didn't know what to do, so I said strange things to her. I asked questions. I listened to her, occasionally made her laugh, but my design was completely transparent. Perhaps it is shameful to want a see a woman naked while she sings for you, but I've long since abandoned such interpretations of shamefulness. Desperately, I needed to see her smile. Ultimately though the final prize would be her voces magikai. The eagle caught the scent of the song hunter. Eventually, she told me to disappear with a very different looking smile than I'd witnessed earlier. I bid her goodnight and was satisfied with getting my heart destroyed again. 4 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted February 19, 2018 I'm actually curious...Do you find Hermann Hesse droll? I'm thinking of 2 of his works that intrigue me immensely. Some of your prose remind me of him specifically. 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted February 19, 2018 Excerpts from "The Teachings of Don Juan: A Yaqui Way of Knowledge" by Carlos Castaneda "Can you tell me now, don Juan, how does peyote protect" . . .he did not let me finish. Vigorously he touched me on the shoulder. "Don’t you ever name him that way. You haven’t seen enough of him yet to know him." "How does Mescalito protect people?" Damn good reading Vassago! I read the whole series of books many many years ago. 2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted February 19, 2018 Only if one loves this earth with unbending passion can one relieve one's sadness," don Juan said. "Warriors are always joyful because their love is unalterable and their beloved, the earth, embraces them and bestows upon them inconceivable gifts. The sadness belongs only to those who hate the very thing that gives shelter to their beings." Don Juan again caressed the ground with tenderness. "This lovely being, which is alive to its last recesses and understands every feeling, soothed me, it cured me of my pains, and finally when I had fully understood my love for it, it taught me freedom." Carlos Castaneda Some real wisdom can be learned from reading his books. I felt D. J. once whisper to me. It was in a dream. Yet, the talk about the Warrior and reading about those quotes make me smile and they speaks loudest to me. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted February 19, 2018 silly me. I thought this was a post of the rare eat Hakarl....... and now I know how Demure Mormon was so imaginative with his experiences with women...... 0 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted February 19, 2018 9 minutes ago, parkercole said: silly me. I thought this was a post of the rare eat Hakarl....... and now I know how Demure Mormon was so imaginative with his experiences with women...... Who knows maybe we are all wrong?!😂😂 0 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted February 19, 2018 4 hours ago, parkercole said: silly me. I thought this was a post of the rare eat Hakarl....... and now I know how Demure Mormon was so imaginative with his experiences with women...... Are you referring to the lesbian who does not know how to spell her own religion? No, she's not me, but I hear she can eat pussy like the best of them. Salute 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites