I unfortunately had my prostate removed about 8 years ago and was told at the time that my sexual days were over. I accepted this sentence and quite frankly was resigned to it when suddenly about 3 years ago I began to feel arousals that I had thought to be impossible. My doctor was as shocked as I was! This new found ability got me into the hobby in the first place with a little help from the blue pills. Although I was thrilled, my performance was not as before. I did find, however, that I could view porn occasionally and obtain stimulation results that exceeded what I had come to expect in the hobby even without pills. Since this stimulaction without pills seems so much more pleasurable for some reason, I would like to explore seeing a provider 'au natural' if during the session I could view some videos to help me get stimulated. Not totally sure I could without this 'help'. I do not want to insult the provider by insinuating that she is not enough to get this done. Am I asking too much?